The worst part about seeing someone very close get married is that when they go… all of them goes away at once… and then there is no stopping, no looking back, nothing at all.
You have been so possessive about them throughout your lives that you always want them all for yourself. You are used to the fact that whenever you call, be it any hour of the day, they will be there for you…
There is life even in the memories that live with you in consciousness or unconsciousness.
But for now there is loads of frustration… that can even want you to get under a high-speed bus. (Though in this case that’s not me wanting to do so… I’m sensible enough for things like these. I was just trying to put myself in someone else’s shoes… but even trying to do so is a blunder… the shoes are no doubt too big for me… I leave them for the owner to fancy.)
The existing facts seem hard but true. Were we substitutes… all there to fill in for just one person… only one person to replace all… at a single stroke? I guess not. We all hold our respective individual places in each other’s hearts… don’t we?
Will she remember me? Or will she be too engrossed in her new life? Will she miss those moments we’ve spent together? The moments whose recollections are enough to fill my eyes…
Why are things always supposed to be in the way we hate them most???
(Don't bother if u fail to understand this post...
It is here for three special ppl... I know they will understand each and every word of it...)
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hey shuvvu,
once again..............
this was fabulous....
a perfect conversion of "one's" feelings into words.....
i guess u understood wht i meant...
"one" was also shocked on this beautiful creation.......
it is meant to stay here only .... dont delete this post...
ur creations always brings smile to my lips and delights me, 2500 km away also..
keep writing...luv always
DI
Hmm.. an inevitable thing right...
The main thing is, no one should ever think that he/she was a substitute for the "one", coz you wont be.. Its just that after marriage, after you are bound for life to a person who will be your soulmate, your responsibilites increase. You were a part of a family, now you have to start and maintain one!!! Now, thats quite a big deal..
No person can forget the beautiful moments of the past, it'll always be there.. its just tht u wont be able to express/respond to the feelings after this stage as u will have lesser time for everything. This is the time when you will(have to) finally start thinking more about yourself than others. (Soulmate included in yourself :D)
I dont think u are unaware of all these.. just that at that moment, logic will be a thousand miles away ;)
Time will be the solution :)
Hi.....
This is really an outstanding creation.... tell me the name of "Three" ppl who can u'stand this creation....
Bye
Take Care
Neeraj
hey lucy...
thats really very good...
u know the exact words to express wht u want to..
keep it on..
love ya..
motu.
I can relate to this. My sis's getting married in few days too.
These thoughts have already started to bother me.
I mean what does one expect? you spend 23 years of your life with this person and just that one day decides where she is gonna be in the near future. She is meant to go away from us.
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